Still trying

I'm still trying to find myself.

I've been lost. Lost into nothingness. I thought I already knew myself. But I guess I was wrong.

Sorry to those people I hurt. Those people I left behind. Sorry to my family who had been awfully worried about me. Also, sorry for making you shed another tear, my little dark angel. Sorry.

But enough of it. Its now time to say thank you for always being there beside me. Thank you for the wonderful messages, though some of it broke my heart after realizing how much it causes you pain, but still, it only showed me that you love me now. Thank you.

To my brothers, the three J's of my life, Kuya Jawu, Ja and Jr. Thank you for the concern and sorry for making you worry about me.

To my mom, sorry for making you cry. Sorry if I gave you sleepless nights when i tried to run away.

But hope that you all understand that all I wanted is to find the "me" I used or supposed to be.

But here's what I can say for now, I am very thankful for having you all in my life and it made me love all of you more.

Jae Fen Yoon